Journal

Kamu

September 21, 2018

Jarak yg kamu bilang itu sebenernya tidak pernah ada, pertemuan dan perpisahan dilahirkan karena perasaan

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Running and Running

September 21, 2018

I keep running back to you, again and again..

And you keep running away

Till we never be in the same place, ever again.

Have you ever feel tired?

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Stranger

August 22, 2018

It might be hard to be lovers
But it’s harder to be friends
Baby pull down the covers
It’s time you let me in
Maybe light a couple candles
I’ll just go ahead and lock the door
If you just talk to me baby
‘Til we ain’t strangers anymore

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Times Goes By…

August 14, 2018

Lot of your friends are married and have kids, they have priority switched, from hanging out with you to spent the rest of the night with their families.

And now you are feeling lonely, and wandering and regretting

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Oh Boy

March 19, 2018

Somehow I’ve never been so nostalgic about the future before

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Kan Sudah Kubilang…

February 28, 2018

Persis Setaon yg lalu.. kan sudah kubilang jangan jadikan Jakarta sebagai tujuan, biarlah Jakarta menjadi kota asing yg bakal kau singgahi sesekali saja.

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Minimalist

February 7, 2018

Happiness is state of being, not having.

– unknown

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And we’re the only difference

January 30, 2018

These canals, it seems
They all go in circles
Places look the same
And we’re the only difference
The wind is in your hair

If only they could see
If only they had been here
They would understand
How someone could have chosen
To go the length I’ve gone
To spend just one day riding
Holding on to you
I never thought it would be this clear

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The Right Person, Wrong Time

January 18, 2018

Timing is always something that none of us can seem to get it right when it down to relationship. We meet the person of our dreams the month before they leave to go study abroad. We form an incredibly close friendship with great person who is already taken. Or one relationship has to end because one of them isn’t ready to get the commitment and another ends because they are getting serious too soon.

“It would be perfect, if only this were five years from now, or year sooner or some indisticnt time in the near future where all our problems would take care of themsleves”. Said our inner voices.

Timing seems to be the invariable third party in all of our relationship. And yet we never stop to consider why we let timing play such a drastic role in our lives.

Timing is a BITCH! Yes! But its only a bitch if we let it that way. Simple truth that we can all think is we need to face up to : the people we meet at the wrong time are actually just the wrong people.

Because the right person will come in the right time. Always

Jakarta, 18 Januari 2018

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Im not Scared..

October 16, 2017

Friend : why do you so scared of fallin in love??

Me : No, Im Not! I fall in love with many things in this world, I love my family I love my friends, I love my pets, I love Sunset so does Sunrise, I love photography, and I love my job.

What Im scare about, however, is falling so deeply in love with someone and investing my life into theirs only to discover that they do not feel the same way about me,

To me, that is when you die while you’re still breathing, and you can’t recover from that nomatter how hard you try.

And the scariest part about that is you’re never going to know if you’re falling to the wrong person.

That’s what Im afraid of.

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OST. My Quarter Life Crisis

September 19, 2017

Twenty-five years and my life is still
Trying to get up that great big hill of hope
For a destination
I realized quickly when I knew I should
That the world was made up of this brotherhood of man
For whatever that means
And so I cry sometimes
When I’m lying in bed just to get it all out
What’s in my head
And I, I am feeling a little peculiar
And so I wake in the morning
And I step outside
And I take a deep breath and I get real high
And I scream from the top of my lungs
What’s going on?
Journal

Panggung Sandiwara

September 7, 2017

Dunia ini panggung sandiwara
Cerita yang mudah berubah
Kisah Mahabarata atau tragedi dari Yunani
Setiap kita dapat satu peranan
Yang harus kita mainkan
Ada peran wajar ada peran berpura pura

– Nike Ardilla

 

 

Sebagian orang sedang berpura-pura bahagia,

Sebagian lagi sedang berangan-angan,

Ada yang sedang memperjuangkan mimpi-mimpi,

Ada juga yang memasrahkan diri,

 

Sedangkan peranku saat ini, adalah menjagamu.

Dalam kejauhan, Dalam do’a, Dalam Diam.

Sampai suatu saat ini akan berlalu,

Menjagamu dalam genggam tangan.

 

Melihatmu mempersiapkan hidangan makan malam sederhana, walapun aku tahu kamu tidak jago memasak.

Mendengarkanmu bercerita, tentang curahan hati anak kita yang baru pertama kali jatuh cinta, karena kamu dulu bilang ingin jadi ibu rumah tangga dan mengurus anak-anak bukan?

Sampai akhirnya sudah tidak ada peranan yang bisa kita mainkan.

 

 

Teras Persinggahan, 7 Sept 2017